I'm having difficulties ....

For a long time now, i've been having more and more trouble in being spontaneous in my maternal language (perhaps i need a personal trainer)

My adoptive country's language has become 'my' language - it can't be helped after ten years 'in country' i guess, it's just the way it is

I have little other choice than to speak, read, hear, sing .. eat (!!) in French

For sure i listen to the Beeb, but i watch french t.v ... i watch movies in french (i can't be arsed to watch subtitled films) ... i whizz through The Guardian but je lis Libé et je dévore Le monde

I don't hang about in an expat clique, mes collègues proche are french, outside of work i have no other option than using french .. in private ... well ... let's say ... savoir parler français fait passer beaucoup plus de chose coté coeur

I'm at a point where i need to decide if i'm prepared to 'expose' my self more when i post or whether i wish to continue in my native tongue with the banality that my little corner of la toile has become or ... well ... pfft .. pfft ... what do ido? put stuff up que personne ne comprendrait, peut-être

Voila, où j'en suis dans ma p'tite vie sans consequence